today is the last day of 2010. i’ve been trying to process my emotions regarding this past year all day long. it’s definitely been a great year… so many fun times, memories, trips and great experiences to speak of. i am absolutely thankful for those that are in my life, and for those who have made this past year an awesome one.
but i can’t help but think what’s next. there’s always that anticipation of what’s to come, and i certainly have no patience at all. but i’m trying. i’ll finish the overhaul of my room, i’ll put all of my clothes away, my shoes will once again be organized, my bookshelf will be in a different kind of arrangement like as it always is when i clean my room, and i’ll spend tonight with friends and family ringing in a new year.
a year that holds something big.
i was just texting with one of the people that i value most in my life, and i said to her:
“Do you ever have those feelings like something big is going to happen, but you don’t know what it is?”
I have no idea what 2011 holds. But it’s not my job to know. It’s my job to live this life and with God’s guidance, figure it all out along the way.
So here’s to 2011. And here’s to the start of my committment to blog everyday this year. Here’s to the ups, the downs, the good times and the bad. Here’s to my family and friends, and to yours. May we be blessed with good health, happiness and the means by which we need to live. May we be hopeful, joyful and patient for what’s to come. May we seek God’s will for why we’re here on this earth and may we live it out to the best of our ability.
‘Cause it’s a bittersweet symphony, this life…