“There’s a reason I said I’d be happy alone. It wasn’t because I thought I’d be happy alone… It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it. It’s easier to be alone. Because what if you learn that you need love and then you don’t have it? What if you like it and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It’s like dying. The only difference is death ends. This? It could go on forever…” – Grey’s Anatomy
i read this quote tonight in a moment where it spoke to me.
and i couldn’t cry like I think I wanted to… or maybe needed to.
but I love Grey’s Anatomy, and I love this quote.
and right now, I certainly hope this doesn’t go on forever…